“I can’t eat anything that has a mother” – Fred Rogers(1928-2003), of “Mister Rogers’ neighborhood”, on being asked by a reporter why he chose to be a vegetarian.

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If you are married to a Bengali woman then in just a couple of weeks, you are in for the time of your life. 8th June is “Jamai Shashti”, the day when sons-in-law are feted and feasted. You get invited to your in-laws’ and they mollycoddle you and stuff you with sweetmeats and you come back home loaded with presents.

In a horrendously patriarchal society, the Jamai (Bengali for ‘son-in-law’) is like God on earth.

With me, Jamai Shashti has been different. If I said anything about Jamai Shashti to my mum-in-law, she wouldn’t know what the hell I was talking about. She’s Iranian, a dear woman who brought up a small army, five kids, one of whom was lassoed and reeled in by this Bengali cowboy – yours truly. At the time of writing this, she remains lassoed proper.

On WhatsApp, weekends, my mum-in-law chatters away, bubbling with news and repeatedly asking after my welfare.

“Salaam, jan!! Holé shomo khubé?” (Hello dear, how are you?).

“Mèrci, mamanjan, man khubam. Shomo khubee? Aghajan khubé?” (Thank you, Maman, I’m fine. How are you and father?)

That’s where my Farsi begins showing cracks in it’s foundations and while Maman chatters on, I look around helplessly for Farah and wait for her to come over and translate. While I’m waiting, I catch some familiar snatches like ‘love you very much’, ‘waiting to see you in Iran’, ‘look after your health’, ‘don’t work too hard’. Its the sort of thing that parents say to you.

After our son was born back in 2000, Maman came over to India to lend a hand. She stayed a month and we have no idea what we would have done without her.

All the while that she was there, my Maman never once asked to be taken out sight seeing, go shopping or anything else. Neither did I make an effort to spend time with her, find out if she needed anything. It was as if spending thousands, travelling thousands of miles, leaving her own family behind for a month and coming only to cook, scrub, wash and clean, morning, noon and night ….it was as if that was a duty, something that had been expected of her.

The baby, the grandson, for whom Maman had come to toil that hot summer in 2000, that baby is today a man, a loving, affectionate, dutiful son that a father wouldn’t expect in his wildest dreams.

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On the day Maman left, I accompanied her in the Deccan Queen Express to Mumbai for her Iran Air flight back, while Farah stayed home with our baby son.

We boarded, she huddled at a window seat, with the tip of her nose touching the window glass. She stared out the window at the countryside rolling by and I sat next to her with an issue of Time Magazine that I’d picked up at the AH Wheeler’s and listlessly leafed through it.

There was this sudden realization of an enormous vacuum within me. That morning even Joel Stein’s irreverently funny column, which was on the Tech bubble, couldn’t make me burst into laughter and I wasn’t even an investor.

Soon the DQ cleared the Lonavala station, clattered over multiple track changes and finally settled on one as we ran lickety split into the Western Ghats.

At one point, the coach suddenly swayed a bit more vehemently than normal. My shoulder bumped into Maman’s. Turning to apologize, I saw she was quietly crying. I reached around and held her gently by her tiny shoulders. She turned, sighed and rested her head on my arm, the tears now rolling down both cheeks.

“Thank you for everything, Maman,” I said to her softly. Even though she doesn’t speak a word of English, she nodded.

Maman’s head was still nestled on my shoulder when the DQ sallied into Dadar Central. We took a cab to Sahar, reaching there just when they were announcing check-in and security for the Iran Air flight. It was on time.

Those days, if you were seeing someone off at Mumbai’s Sahar International Airport, you couldn’t go in. The entrance tickets for visitors had been cancelled. You had to say your goodbyes from behind a barrier at the entrance to the departures area.

Maman had come to India with just one small bag. This she loaded o nto a trolley and started toward the Iran Air counters. I don’t usually do this but I tarried. I craned my neck to catch a last glimpse of the small, dear, scarfed woman as she disappeared round the corner of the hall with a pause and a wave.

This is a grateful Jamai’s tribute to that most precious lady…….

“Mamanjan, shomo doos daram!”

 

 

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The Strait of Malacca

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February, 1988

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For even a seasoned nuclear submariner, navigating the Sea of Japan is a scary experience. These are the busiest waters of the world’s oceans.

Busy, with regard to submarine traffic.

To a sonar technician hunched over his console, headphones glued to his ears, this part of the Pacific Ocean feels like a blue-water version of Times Square in New York, if one could draw an analogy.

Aside from the Russians, the Chinese, the Koreans and the Japanese (who have the right to be there since it is their backyard), this part of the world’s oceans plays host also to US subs of all types, from Los Angeles-Class nuclear attack subs to 19000-ton Ohio-Class ballistic missile SSBNs, under the US’s Submarine Force Pacific (SUBPAC).

The ‘traffic congestion’ has steadily gotten worse. You can find every class of sub there is. Ballistic missile subs, hunter-killer attack subs, cruise missile subs, diesel-electric subs, you name it and the Sea of Japan has it snooping around somewhere in its murky depths, armed to the teeth.  

The combined firepower under the surface is frightening and the chances of a sleep-deprived sonar technician bungling distances inside that opaque soup, are hair-trigger. If you are just passing through in peace, you will need to make a lot of noise so everybody knows exactly who and where you are and leave you alone. Switch off your active sonar and you are asking for trouble.

Besides the possibility of collisions with other subs, there is always the danger of hitting “seamounts”, undersea mountains that rise up many thousands of feet from the ocean floor.

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Tonight there is another prowler, a 6000-ton nuclear ballistic missile sub that had begun its service life in the Soviet nuclear fleet 20 years prior. At that time it had a no-frills name, ‘K-43’.

K-43 now has new name – INS Chakra – on a 3-year lease to India.

India is not actively engaged in the Sea of Japan and therefore the sub is making damned sure it isn’t deliberately quiet. It is doing a steady 22 knots, occasionally rising to periscope depth, to take a quick look-see and then diving back into the surreal haze.

Somewhere along, a Chinese Jin-Class SSBN had latched on and doggedly kept pace at 1500 meters, joined a day later on the surface by a North Korean OSA-1 missile frigate. Every time the Chakra came up to periscope depth, so did the Chinese.

It looked as though the roadside romeos were out eyeballing the new bride, while she was being carried in her palki through their mohalla.

The Indians could have taken evasive action of course, just to test the Chinese’s nerves, they could have dove deeper, maybe right down to the sub’s test depth, to see how far he would dare, but they didn’t take any chances.

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Let me explain the diving depths on a sub. Depth ratings are the measure of a submarine’s ability to operate underwater, limited only by the strength of it’s hull. The pressure of the water outside increases by around one atmosphere, when you go down every ten meters. The deeper you plan to go, the stronger your hull must be.

The Test Depth – approximately 500 meters – is the maximum depth at which a submarine is permitted to operate under normal peacetime conditions and is roughly 80% of the Design depth. Your next-of-kin can sue the manufacturer or your country’s Navy if the sub implodes above the test depth.

The Design Depth – usually around 600 meters – is the maximum depth listed in the submarine designer’s manual, where it says that the designer cannot be held responsible for any hull implosions below this depth.

The Never-Exceed Depth – 700 meters, give or take – is the maximum depth beyond which a submarine is not allowed to operate under any circumstances. Beyond this depth, the hull’s integrity begins to be compromised. The welds start to give very very gradually, in microscopic increments, unknown and unseen.

The never-exceed depth is the very edge of the safe depth for the sub, beyond which you might have just enough time to recite the Lord’s prayer if you happen to know it by heart. Beyond this depth, you might but you are not likely to survive.

The Crush Depth – roughly 800 meters – is the depth at which it is certain that a submarine’s hull will collapse due to excessive pressure. Being a calculated depth, the crush depth is not always accurate. Submarines have been known to have survived even deeper and have risen, unscathed. But you don’t want to go there unless you are losing ballast and the torpedo tube hatches are breached or you are just plain suicidal.

The crush depth is also the point at which you start wishing you were a whale…….

A whale can withstand pressures of 200 atmospheres or more, easily. That is because its body is flexible, it’s ribs bound by loose, bendable cartilage, which allows the rib cage to collapse under pressure. The whale’s lungs too collapse safely as it dives. When it’s lungs collapse in a controlled manner, the air inside them is compressed, thus maintaining a balance between the inside and outside pressure. Sperm whales have been seen diving up to 2200 meters without breaking into a sweat. They have to go down to those depths to get at those yummy giant squid who live there.

The depth figures quoted above are approximate and refer to 6000-ton Charlie Class nuclear subs like the Chakra. If you dive and implode at 400 meters, I shall not be held responsible. The Soviets were never great at quality control.

If the sub does implode under the pressure, you will die, no question about it. Even though the human body itself is essentially water and virtually incompressible, it has too many cavities that won’t stand the pressure. The water will crush your rib cage and squish out your lungs and all the veins and arteries inside your body. Your bones will swiftly develop aseptic bone necrosis and your capillaries will fail. If the water is gradually breaching the vessel, one bulkhead at a time, the pressure on you will build up over 15 to 20 seconds. They say that your eyes will recede, the sockets having turned literally inside out after 7 seconds. A second or two later, your ear drums will implode. Air at sixty atmospheres will force its way through your rectum into your intestines stretching and blowing them apart, leaving a mess within that resembles fruit salad with papaya in it.

All in all, it will be a horrible way to die.

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Soon after the Chakra exited the Sea of Japan and sailed into the South China Sea, the North Korean melted away, but the Chinese SSBN hung on. Two days from the Strait of Malacca, a Vietnamese Sigma-class corvette fell in but winked off after a while. Ten hours after it finally exited the strait and entered the Andaman Sea, the INS Dunagiri appeared over the western horizon, took a wide circle and joined escort for the home stretch to Vizag (Visakhapatnam, Indian Navy’s submarine home base).

A constant fixture whenever the Chakra rose to periscope depth was a P3-Orion, flying high above, in figures of eight. Alternating between its outer and inner engines, the 4-engined turbo-prop driven P3 can remain in the air for over 18 hours at a stretch, filming, eves-dropping, jamming and generally snooping around. And if its tanks are topped up by a KC-135 Stratotanker and has a relief crew, it can fly on non-stop for 36 hours, covering over 20000 kms.

Anyway, P3 or no P3, it was calm and sunny on the surface and the Indian Captain gave the order to surface again. Ventilation, even inside a snazzy new nuclear-powered sub, sucks. After a week you’ll be smelling nothing but dirty socks and farts. The chance to open the hatch and take a stroll outside is gold-plated. Everybody trooped up in turns, including Sasha Karimov and his crew.

Instead of utilizing the time stretching their legs, the Russians took turns jumping up and down, showing the large reconnaissance plane their middle fingers, while Karimov looked on indulgently and laughed. The ever-frisky reactor room technician, Senior Matrose, Ilya Suslov, even pulled his pants down and waved his sizable broggly at the plane. At 10000ft, the high-res cameras on the P3 must have recognized an adult commie penis being brandished at it.

The P3 stayed a long while. The Indians assumed it was an American out of the US military base in Subic Bay, Philippines(¹). Later on, the Dunagiri confirmed that the Orion had actually been an Australian from their TUDM Butterworth air base, off Penang.

The dogged pursuit from the Chinese SSGN and the tenacious shadowing of the P-3 were quite understandable. India’s acquiring a nuclear powered submarine was indeed a game-changing event and deserving of the attention. It was not surprising at all, considering the fact that never before had one nation leased out, not only a nuclear-powered submarine but also the technology, to another nation, with very few strings attached.

As a result of this trust, India is now only the sixth nation after the US, UK, Russia, China and France, to indigenously build nuclear submarines. At the time of writing this, it has already commissioned two of these subs and a third is on its sea trials – the Arihant Class nuclear ballistic missile submarine (SSBN).

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Some nations see nuclear-powered submarines as their sole private reserve. India’s acquiring the Chakra was seen with alarm by them. It is a matter of record that the US President, Ronald Reagan, tried his damnedest to scupper the lease deal.

The US objections arose at a time of glasnost and perestroika, when it was becoming apparent that the Soviet Union was going to implode. There were many in high places at the Kremlin who were already busy putting spit and polish on their democratic credentials and checking on interest rates at banks on Cayman Islands and Zurich. At one point Kremlin seemed ready to back out and even barred the Indian naval personnel from boarding the sub.

That’s when India’s Rajiv Gandhi proved he had more than a bit of his mother, Indira Gandhi, in him. He personally moved Mikhail Gorbachev to re-engage and India finally got the Chakra.

Once the lease was a go, the international media began calling India “an emerging superpower”, “the new oriental bully”, “dark horse to watch” and so on.

That was perhaps the first time that India’s middle finger was up and waving saucily. Boy, did I feel proud.

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As the Chakra entered the Bay of Bengal, the Captain received an eyes only burst transmission from an IAF Beriev A-50 that had appeared four hours prior and was patiently circling overhead, at 41000ft (The P3 had realized it was by now too far from base and had turned back). The Beriev is basically a modified Russian IL-76 with Israeli Early Warning and Control Technology installed in it. The transmission was patched through by the Dunagiri.

A burst transmission is a spit of an encrypted digital recording that has been speeded up till it is only a fraction of a second long, like when you fast forward a video cassette. Instead of a two-hour long movie, the fast forwarded video tape zips through in around fifteen seconds. A burst transmission is more than a thousand times faster than even that.

At the other end, the receiving sub sends up a buoy with a receptor which catches the transmission and relays it down to the sub, where it is slowed down and decoded. The buoy is necessary because normal radio transmissions don’t travel easily through good conductors like salt water, unless they are very low frequency.

The message said that brass would be there at Vizag, to greet the sub. C-in-C, FOC-in-C East, FOCEF, the Soviet ambassador, Victor Isakov and submarine chief, Commodore Rajaram (Rambo) Desai – COMCOS(E). And the Minister of Defence, the honorable K.C.Pant. And the Prime Minister, the right honorable Rajiv Gandhi.

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(¹) The Americans relinquished Subic Bay in 1992

“What is the next thing that can kill me?” Should be a constant question on every astronaut’s mind during a mission – Chris Hadfield, Canadian astronaut & ex-Commander of the ISS, in his book, “An astronaut’s guide to life on earth”

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If you spin a bucket of water around your head fast enough, the water will never spill out. You have created a force to make the water remain where it is, inside the bucket, a force known as centripetal force. The same force, also called gravity, makes the earth go around the sun and the moon around the earth. It is the same physics.

Like the bucket of water, if you could make a spacecraft spin around its axis, you could walk along its inside walls with your feet rooted firmly, creating an artificial gravity and eliminating the risks of the debilitating physiological changes in your body touched upon earlier in Part-1.

For the spin-induced gravity to be practicable however, the spin speed & the radius of the spin have to be optimal. To replicate earth’s gravity, you are therefore looking at a very large tubular ring-like space craft, much like the one in Arthur C. Clarke’s “2001 – A space odyssey”. Engineering, transporting in bits and assembling such a spaceship in space has not yet been attempted, given the costs involved.

Such a rotating spacecraft will be able to vary that artificial gravity merely by changing its speed of rotation. There could a day in space, when you could tune your gravity through 9am-to-5pm, like adjusting a thermostat. You might spend your workday in microgravity. Then you might go for a jog or just rest in 1g. Maybe as you age and your joints start aching, you move to rooms in 0.75 g, where gravity is tempered just enough to put the spring back in your step. Senior living, in space.

Artificial gravity is still a fantasy, but one that is necessary. Till then, getting to Mars and back will most likely require living in microgravity for more than a year. This raises physical concerns: Will those astronauts be able to stand up when they arrive at Mars, whose gravity is one-third the earth’s? If they can stand, will they pass out? If they pass out, will they break a bone? And if they break a bone over there, will it heal as it would on Earth? 

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The first attempt, specifically designed to learn what could happen to a human body on a long duration mission to Mars, was made with American Navy Pilot and astronaut Scott Kelly, on the ISS.

The mission was a double whammy. Scott has an identical twin brother, Mark Kelly, a retired astronaut and now a Democratic Party senator from Arizona. While Scott Kelly went to space, a close genetic replica of him stayed behind. When he returned, researchers were able to compare the two men at a molecular level to see what had changed in Scott but not in Mark.

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Space appeared to remodel Scott Kelly in subtle but significant ways. He suffered a small amount of DNA damage, believed to be caused by radiation exposure. Changes in genes are heritable, a feature that helps humans and other creatures pass on adaptations of themselves to their descendants.

Fortunately, as in the case of his spinal disc, these alterations reverted back nearly to their baseline state after Scott’s return, giving scientists a sense of which genes might be most impacted by lengthier stays in space. 

One of the most puzzling changes researchers observed was in Scott Kelly’s gut microbiome, the bacteria, fungi and viruses that live in the digestive tract. Their proportions in relation to one another had changed dramatically, probably because of all that freeze-dried, pre-cooked space food Scott ate. On long space flights, these changes affect digestion, metabolism and thus, immunity. Reduced immunity can be especially dangerous in space, where microgravity can make bacteria more resistant to antibiotics and more likely to cause serious infections.

Then there were the blood clots. Scientists once thought blood clots were unlikely to occur in the absence of Earth’s gravity and then one happened. In a 2019 study, an international group of researchers reported that the blood flow in the jugular veins of six of 11 ISS crew membersthey monitored had, by around Day 50 in space, either stagnated or reversed direction and one of the six had a potentially fatal thrombosis with no symptoms. Luckily, physicians had already stocked the ISS with a 40-day emergency supply of anticoagulants, just in case. 

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Space-medicine experts are adept at imagining dire situations. What if an astronaut develops appendicitis? If we go to Mars, you can’t pull a U-turn. Do you send a surgeon? What if the surgeon is the one who gets appendicitis? In 1961, a 27-year-old Soviet doctor, Leonid Rogozov, had to give himself an appendectomy at a base that he and a team of 11 others built in Antarctica. He did it by feel, after finding the inverted images in a mirror disorienting. Within two hours, he had removed the infected organ and sutured himself up. A helpful colleague snapped photographs for posterity. 

Space however, has major drawbacks. It is an environment in which doctors may be called upon to perform medical procedures with limited supplies of tools and support staff. Dr McCoy on the original “Star Trek” had a snazzy surgical suite. In reality, it costs over $10,000 per pound to put a payload into orbit, and anything that goes on the spacecraft must earn its place at the expense of something else. There’s a defibrillator and a portable ultrasound on the ISS, not much else.

Besides, major surgery could result in the patient’s insides floating out. Even giving injections in space requires comprehensive planning. In Antarctica, Rogozov could at least give himself Novocain shots as local anesthesia. In space, getting liquid into a syringe is complicated.

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One of the weird traits we humans are born with is that the moment we find ourselves in a new environment — say, a mountain peak, an airplane toilet, a hot air balloon or the Everest Base Camp — we feel compelled to find out what will happen if we have sex there.

So it is on a trip in space. On a long duration mission, it is very likely that astronauts will feel horny and want to fuck at some point, either during the journey or at the destination. They might even get pregnant and have a baby in space. NASA does not yet have any guidelines that might become necessary to enforce for long duration space flight.

Should space travelers choose abstinence until NASA officially declares space sex safe?

More pertinently, is it possible that sexual intercourse has already happened in space and we don’t know it? Fewer than 700 people (men and women) have flown to space so far and we all know who they are. Sunita Williams has been a NASA astronaut and veteran of 608 days in space, two of them each almost 10 months long. There must have been days when she had been alone with just one hunky cosmonaut in the Russian module, while the other short-duration crews were being rotated. Could they have shtupped then? Nyet? Alas, we’ll never know.

It would be fun to learn that she did, though. I am imagining globules of semen escaping the telephone booth-sized sleep pod and floating around in the ISS, while the Capcom in Mission Control and the Glavni at the Russian TsUP (Mission Control Center) watch and chuckle in amusement.

But seriously, we do know some basics. There are good indications that sexual erection and lubrication are not inhibited in space and that microgravity does not subject contraceptives to leave any side effects. Behavioral scientists are, however, concerned about the morning-after crew dynamics. Could romance and/or adultery blossom aboard a spacecraft to Mars or Jupiter? Theoretically, of course it could.

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What about the effects of loneliness and isolation in space on our psych and our health? Certainly these are expected to be more significant, the longer a mission lasts. Being in space is like the pandemic lockdowns many people experienced in 2020, except you can’t open a window or take a walk outdoors. And the farther you get from Earth, the more time lapse there is between your sending a message and your loved one back home receiving it. On Mars, the wait time is 20 minutes, one-way. On Europa, one of Jupiter’s moons, a favourite space destination aggrandized by sci-fi writers, it is approximately an hour. 

In 2014, NASA issued a report, “Examining Psychosocial Well-Being and Performance in Isolated, Confined and Extreme Environments,” that considered data from submarines, underground bunkers and polar expeditions. It also detailed how career competition and differences in personality, values, culture and language derailed a 105-day ISS simulation in 1999, in which a crew occupied connected hyperbaric chambers. A physical fight broke out among two of the crew members, a sexual-harassment incident was reported and one protesting crew member withdrew from the study.

In an earth-bound simulated spaceflight, an individual can simply say ‘fuck it, I’m done” and walk out of isolation, but in a real mission escape or mission termination is not an option. Space voyagers will have to learn to get along, for the success of the mission.

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And then what about depression, caused by acute home sickness? Those of us who might one day leave earth for good, won’t we miss it? Are we capable of fully casting off our home planet that had nurtured us and leave our loved ones on earth forever? Or could we become the very extraterrestrials that we have fantasized about for so long, stranded on a strange planet, wailing plaintively, “ET go home”?

We are humans. One way or another, we are going to finding out.

It’s 5.08 on the dashboard clock. Bertha is purring along quite contentedly. She has just had a drink at the Shell resto-bar at the corner of Perrot and Grand. 87 octane, Bertha isn’t finicky. She appreciates the fact that I froze my butt off filling her up.

Bertha is my Corolla. Cars are female. Trucks are male. Yeah.

I didn’t have to pick up Pierre, my carpool partner. He is vacationing in Punta Cana, the sumbitch, while my tootsies are below zero.

I’m a little ahead of time and therefore I probably won’t be seeing Tommy this morning. When I’m on regular schedule, Tommy usually appears out of the gloom, running so close that it feels as if I could touch him if I reached out. Of course it only seems that way.

After keeping pace for a while, Tommy speeds up and heaves himself onto the Mercier rail-road bridge with his kids, the cylindrical tanker railcars, ‘PROCOR’ emblazoned on them between the image of two tilted barrels of oil. They sway and nod at me as they follow Dad onto the upper tier of the bridge.

Up ahead, the sun is just beginning to play hide and seek through the lattice work of the bridge girders as it starts peeping over snow-bound pine forests of the Kanawake Indian Reserve on the south shore of the St. Lawrence.

It is white everywhere, as far as the eyes can see and the temperature on the dashboard says -22°C and that’s without windchill. The blazing tunnel of Bertha’s headlights is losing its stark contrast as the gold of the early sun bounces off six undulating lanes that reach into eternity.

At this point, others would start thinking of stuff that they have planned for the day – the meetings that are scheduled, assholes to sweet talk to, bosses to badger, what’s in the menu for lunch at the cafeteria, how low Pierrette, it’s big chested counter-girl, will be slung, etc.

Me, I’m not made that way. I slip into a reverie, this time my mind traveling back to engineering school, studying for my Bachelors, 1976…….

“Take the No.170 bus from the Shyambazar crossing. If you tell the conductor ‘matri asram’, he’ll drop you off right there at our doorstep. They know. Keep an eye on your bag. Hold it on your lap. Don’t get off to stretch your legs when the bus stops on the way, ok?”

It was Ma, her tone conversational, her directions written on the postcard I received that Friday morning, the week before my engineering school closed for summer. I remember the postcard clearly. The lotus that she always drew on the back of her postcards, on the side that had the space for the address. Postcards are defunct now. No one writes postcards anymore.

The leaves on the lotus on Ma’s postcards were always blue ‘sulekha’ ink and the lotus itself, red. She didn’t have green ink and she liked blue, she once said. Below the lotus, in her dear flowing handwriting, calm and assured, as if the wisdom of centuries was bestowed on her, were the words,” Amar Jobbu shona ke” (to my darling Jobbu).

I remember that summer in 1976. I was going to stay back in my engineering school dorm. Like all the other summers. Going home, if I could define what really was home, was just too much of a hassle. There was my father with his family. And there was Ma, by then a sanyasini (Hindu nun), in her asram. Dada (eldest bro) was struggling to settle down in his first job and Chorda (bro number 2) was tucked away in a dinghy hostel in central Kolkata, because his father couldn’t stand the sight of him.

It was one late evening a month earlier, very late, maybe around 2am. We had Turbomachines finals the next morning and all the guys in the dorm had their doors shut, desperately trying to cram up as much as they could. I was trying to focus on a grainy black and white photo in my text book, of the vortex at the exit of a turbine and my eyes fell on the family photo on the shelf right next. I remember suddenly feeling the urge to go see Ma that summer, instead of just sitting on my ass in my dorm room. I had never been to her asram.

A month of correspondence followed and here I was, holding her postcard with the detailed directions and the lotus.

Earlier, Subbu from Metallurgy had lost the toss and made the trip to the Madras Central Station to get the reservations (he had to be persuaded with a Len Deighton from Higginbothams’, I think it was ‘Bomber’. Subbu loved Deighton. I couldn’t stand Deighton.

I won’t bore you with the trials and tribulations of travel in the searing heat of 1970s India. Ma’s directions however had been platinum plated. The Uttamananda Matri Asram (Uttamananda Convent for women) was set in a leafy patch at a spot where the GT Road runs parallel and just yards away from the banks of the Hooghly, the asram itself nestled in between. As the bus no.170 slowed to a stop, I made out the solitary figure leaning over and peering to read the number board of the bus. She was swathed in a ‘thane’ (no-frills saree), dyed saffron, and a coarse cotton blouse, also dyed saffron. She looked frail.

As we walked into the waiting hall of the asram, I noticed the slight limp. Turns out, she’d just returned from ‘mushthi bhikhkha’. She and a few other inmates were helping run a girls’ orphanage where she managed the administration and taught English, Maths and History. To raise funds, she would cover the surrounding towns and villages, collecting alms for the orphanage. Non-perishable stuff like grain and clothes.

The Marwari grocers were the most generous, she said. “Aao Maji, Aao, baitho tho thori der. Itna garmi. Chai piyogi, thanda? Arey o Kanhaiya, zara ek glass pani la idhar, Maji ayen hain.” They’d hand her a small basta(bag) of rice or atta(flour). She’d sit a while catching her breath and be on her way, the bag slung over her frail shoulders. The travel was almost entirely on foot, on Hawaii slippers (flip-flops). She’d twisted her ankle on her last jaunt. It was now better, she said, dismissively.

I strain to remember that day. Time flew. Ma had prepared alu posto, kacha lonka diye, korayer dal and fulko rooti, on the small kerosene stove she had in her tiny ground floor room. I’d love to translate the menu for you into English, but right now the words are coming out in a gush and somehow I don’t think it matters.

Afterwards, we sat at the riverside on some stone steps that led into the river and watched as a small freighter made its way up the river. We were quiet. We both sensed that the time had come for me to leave. Ma reached across and hugged me and it felt the same as it did when I was little and came back home from the soccer field in Allahabad after school.

Then, very quickly she released me. The first step in being a Sanyasini is shedding all attachments, even personal ones. It had been, what, 10 years? She was still trying , I guess. It is hard not to hold and hug your own son, especially when you meet him approximately once in a year.

Ma stared across the dark waves at the freighter just when it sounded its Klaxon. “Gaye ki lekha bol tho, Jobbu?” (Can you read the name of the ship, Jobbu?).

I turned and took her frail body in my arms and hugged her. She tried to resist but gave up and sank into my arms. And there we sat, mother and son, and let our sobs mingle with each other. Mine demanded ‘why? why couldn’t I have had a childhood like everyone else?’ but of course, I left them unspoken. Over the years I have come to terms with it. I have realized I have it better than most. But at that moment it was all that came to my mind.

And Ma, what was she thinking as she hugged me? I have no idea what her sobs actually meant. Guilt? At having left us? I had always resented her leaving us. I had chosen not to see what my father had done to her over the twenty five years that they had been together.

Was it despair that I saw in her eyes as she wrapped her frail arms round me? Despair, that perhaps she wasn’t going to achieve what she had set out to achieve? Those questions popped in my mind then but over the years, as I have matured I have that realized Ma had achieved more than I shall ever achieve. She had led her life by the book. The way the Amish live theirs’. True to her faith. True to the innermost voices of her conscience.

Is this why I hate religion so much? Why I am an agnostic?

The bus back was not due for another hour. At the point of parting, the conversation always turns inane. The closer you are, to the one you are leaving behind, the more meaningless the words get. I have had meaningless words spoken to me ever since I went into boarding school at 12.

The freighter suddenly blew its Klaxon twice, don’t know why, there was no traffic on the river. Maybe it just wanted to say,”Phew! Home at last”.

“I’m not sure…… I can’t read so clear”, I said in reply Ma’s question about the name on the ship’s hull. Reading anything through tears can be dicy.

We sat there till the sun dipped over the sal forests on the opposite bank.

“The world’s geological strata are like a book that is missing some pages and chapters, paragraphs, sentences and words, leaving us to piece together the narrative from isolated parts. Some of those parts tell stories richer in detail than others…”

– Charles Darwin

The dinosaurs met with what is known as an Extinction Level Event [ELE].

Usually ELEs happen over a protracted period of time, like over 500,000-1,000,000 years. A million years might seem like a long time but in geologic time scales, it is like 10 minutes. In comparison, the dinosaurs got wiped out in just 33000 years and that’s like a microsecond.

There was a far more devastating ELE, 200 million years prior to the dinosaur wipeout, when a chain of super volcanos erupted in the northern Siberian region, at a location now known as the Siberian Trap. For a mind blowing 2 million years, the super volcanos kept on erupting and by the time they fell silent, 95% of all life on earth had perished, leaving behind a vast expanse of bare volcanic rock the size of Mongolia.

The Super Volcano eruption is known as the Permian-Triassic Event. It formed the boundary between the end of the Permian Age and the start of the age of the dinosaurs.

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Interestingly, this very spot – the Siberian Trap – was the scene of the world’s deadliest man-made thermo-nuclear test detonation in 1961, when a Soviet Tu-95V strategic bomber dropped a 27ton device from a height of 30000ft. Soon as it crossed 13000ft, the bomb exploded automatically with a force equal to the explosive force of 58 million tons of TNT, registering an earthquake of a magnitude of 8.5 in the Richter scale and shattering windows in Norway.

Prior to the detonation, the then Soviet leader, Nikita Khrushchev, had given the bomb the nickname “Kuzkina Mat” (Kuzka’s mother). Earlier in 1954, the Americans had tested their most powerful fusion bomb “Castle Bravo” that yielded 15 Megatons and in a phone call to the then US Vice President, Richard Nixon, Khrushchev had derisively called the bomb, “Kuzka” (pipsqueak)……

“That’s it? Wait, we’ll show you Kuzkina Mat (Kuzka’s Mother)!” Khrushchev had thundered over the hotline.

I wanted to tell you that the Soviets built another, far more powerful 100 Megaton device that they wanted to drop on China, their then mortal enemy, but they decided not to. Khrushchev had already given it a name – Kuzkina Tetya (Kuzka’s Aunt).

But I am digressing.

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Let’s get back to where we left off in Part-1 ….

The trigger for dinosaur extinction became a matter of hot debate among geologists, geophysicists, palaeontologists, geochemists and paleo-climatologists through the late 19th and 20th Century….

“It got too hot”, some said. “No, it got too cold”. “Maybe a terrible disease ripped apart the dinosaurs’ lives.” “Nope, it must have been sea level rise.” “The herbivores ate up all the vegetation and starved and since they died, the carnivores had nothing to eat.” “The furry mammals stole and ate all the dinosaur eggs”, “Who said 33000 years is sudden?”

The debate went on and on, but two things are certain – something terrible and sudden had befallen the dinosaurs. And 33000 years is an instant in geological age terms.

Then, in 1980, it all began to become clear. Battered crystals, prehistoric soot and a highly dense, corrosion-resistant, very very rare metal called iridium were discovered at the exact geologic strata as the dinosaur fossils. Iridium is so rare that in 2023 only 6 tons were mined and refined from ore in the whole world. But on asteroids, it is a thousand times more abundant for some unknown reason.

The high concentration of iridium made it highly likely that some extraterrestrial object had slammed into our planet. The battered crystals and soot were deemed to be the product of the impact.

Then, in 1960, scientists working for the Mexican state-owned oil giant, Pemex, discovered a massive 186-mile wide impact crater lying across half of the Chicxulub landmass and the sea bed under the Gulf of Mexico, in the Yucatan Peninsula.

It wasn’t until 1990 that researchers were able to link the Chicxulub crater to the Cretaceous-Palaeogene asteroid impact, the ELE that killed off all the dinosaurs.

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Back to 66 million years_BC….

Scotty the T-Rex doesn’t see it coming. Neither do the pterosaurs. All that they notice is that it has gotten suddenly very quiet. Everything, all movement, seems to have frozen in place.

A chunk of the dead triceratop’s arm still attached to his teeth, Scotty straightens and raises his savage eyes up to the skies with a kind of “what the fuck was that” look.

A mile away on the other side of the swamp, a frisky juvenile Edmontosaurus is itchy as hell. He wants a scratch badly. Those mother fucking bugs are annoying him.

Yeah, as dinosaurs have evolved into massive beasts, so have numerous tiny parasites and bugs multiplied, benefitting from all that dinosaurian real estate to bite into.

There is a beech stump nearby that is just the right height, its bark unnaturally smooth and polished. It has probably been rubbed by other dinosaurs seeking similar relief. The hadrosaur raises himself on his two hind legs and begins scratching vigorously, his pleasured grunts saying, “ Ah, that sure feels good.”

The rubbing causes gooey sap to begin oozing out here and there through the bark, which after a while will harden solid. Someday, in another 66 million years, the goo – now rock hard and an unnaturally transparent reddish orange – will be prized out of the basalt 65 ft deep. A few will have tiny fossilized millipedes trapped inside, clearly visible, dead for 66 million years. The rock-hard fossils will be carefully shaped, polished and sold as amber for $150 USD an ounce.

After a while, the young hadrosaur lets out a satisfied honk and drops back on his four three-toed feet and ambles off into the thicket to catch up with the rest of the herd. He is still young, unaware that he lives in a landscape of fear. He doesn’t realize that he must remain within the shifting territory of the herd. Perhaps one day he will feel Scotty’s 8-inch long fangs sinking into his neck and realize it is too late.

The small herd of 20 is calm as it grazes on open ground, a light breeze mussing the fluff on back of their heads. There is no sense of impending doom, no shifting of winds, no darkening of clouds, no thunder or lightning. In this little patch of Frenchman River Valley, all is as it has always been for those dinosaurs.

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But more than two thousand miles to the south a piece of rock has just slammed into the earth at close to 72000 miles an hour. It began its journey as a part of a much bigger rock from a distance of 75000 Au, deep within the Oort Cloud. 1 Au (Astronomical Unit) = 93 million miles or the average distance of the sun from the earth.

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That one rock, initially 55 miles across, travelled across the darkness, randomly gaining speed and trajectory through multiple ‘gravity assists’ from the pushes and pulls of Pluto, Neptune and Uranus and their moons and sundry asteroids it passed, until it reached the vicinity of Jupiter when it began being drawn into the gas giant’s orbit.

But the rock resisted, its speed too high for Jupiter to ensnare it and that is when big daddy (our Sun) intervened, it’s invisible pull beginning a tug of war that blew the rock apart into multiple small bits, most of which were too tiny to resist Jupiter’s gravity and ended up plunging into Jupiter’s thick hydrogen soup, lost forever.

There was this one fragment, 7 miles across, that still had enough momentum to flip Jupiter the bird and continue on, drawn toward the centre of the Solar System. It had some scary close calls with the asteroid belt and also when it flew by Mars 100000 miles from its surface, but by now it was zipping at 200000 miles an hour, a speed too high for its mass to be captured by the Mars gravity.

The rock fragment continued on and would have gone straight through to disappear forever inside the Sun’s corona and been reduced to fine ash, incinerated by the 500000°C heat.

But it didn’t. Fate placed the third planet from the sun in the rock’s path. Here is where things went horribly wrong. Or should I say, right? Bear with me…

Had the rock been flying in the same direction as that of the earth’s orbit, it would have received a gravity assist and swung out into outer space in a random direction that depended upon its orientation at that moment. Like a sling shot. The earth would have been saved and dinosaurs would continue ruling it, until evolution deemed changes necessary.

Unfortunately for the dinosaurs, the rock was speeding in a direction opposite to the direction of the earth’s orbit. It struck the mesosphere with an explosive bang and glowing red, shedding little bits of its outer layers, it flew far above the Siberian forestland, its speed now 65000 miles an hour. There has never been any feel or comparison of 65000 miles per hour, a speed so fast that it is almost unimaginable.

How does one imagine an object covering 20 miles every second?

With cold indifference, the rock continued on in a south-westerly direction high over the Norwegian Sea, Northern Europe and the North Atlantic, before finally ending it all, coming in at an angle of 45° to the horizontal and slamming into the Chicxulub region of the Yucatan Peninsula with the force of 100 trillion tons of TNT. Three-fourths of the impact location is now under the Gulf of Mexico.

The force of the impact was nearly 2 billion times greater than Kuzkina Mat.

It had been a long voyage, taken the celestial wanderer 1595 years to get to earth from its home base in the vast Oort Cloud.

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Earth

Frenchman River Valley, Saskatchewan, Canada

66,050,000_BC (+\- 500,000)

Ambient : Max +49°C / Precipitation 95% / Humidity 85%

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At Frenchman River Valley, two thousand miles to the north, this moment has gone unnoticed.

The Edmontosaurus herd is searching for some shade trees and an afternoon of siesta. Maybe they’ll take a mud bath later some place along the coastal plain.

It is the same everywhere in Europe. A Quetzalcoatlus Northropi , the largest flying bird on the planet, is heading home. Not that he believes in the concept of a permanent residence. For some strange reason, he just wants to get back to where he was born, a fern covered flatland in northern Norway where, millions of years later, there will breathtaking fjords and snow-covered slopes.

In the eastern end of Russia, there is a land bridge that connects to the American mainland. This land bridge will emerge and submerge many times over the earth’s geologic history. 66 million years from now, it will be submerged, under a 55-mile wide body of water known as the Bering Strait.

Today the land bridge is a dinosaur migration highway of sorts. Right now a 6-ton Torosaurus, a usually gentle herbivore, is ambling across the land bridge in search of a male to mate. Today she isn’t her usual self. She is horny and she is dangerous and unpredictable when she is horny. Even Scotty would give her a wide berth right now.

All’s well in the world.

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Watch out for Part-3 … “The Lost Cretaceans – Impact”

(Not now, silly. It’s isn’t written yet).

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Picture yourself at the edge of a swamp that is ringed by huge magnolias and conifers and ferns. The ground is a fetid, mushy muck with the stench of incessant rain. It is unbearably hot and you have found respite in the downpour.

66,050,000 years from now the ground you are standing on will be known as the Canadian province of Saskatchewan. It will no longer be tropical then.

You will be discovered by a tiny creature, a member of a yet-to-evolve species called ‘homo sapiens’, a school teacher and amateur paleontologist who will notice one of your well-worn teeth the size of his wrist, poking out of exposed bedrock and start carefully scraping, until he and several of his associates gradually unearth your whole carcass.

They will name you, “Scotty”.

They will estimate you to have been 62 ft long and just below 20 metric tons in weight and they’ll be pretty close. They will create a species name – Tyrannosaurus Rex, ‘tyrant king’, which is what you are at this point in time – the largest, most ferocious, most deadly, utterly brutal of all living beings. Every single creature on the planet is below you in the food chain.

You will not be the only one that the school teacher and his associates and researchers discover there. Over the next ten years they will find scores of other species, cemented deep within sandstone and bedrock, all within a 1000-sq.mile area that will acquire the moniker – “Dinosaur Alley”.

But let’s not get ahead of ourselves. Let’s see what’s happening with you right now…..

Directly ahead of you is a shallow pit, half filled with rain water and in it is a very large heap that is making a guttural sound while it jerks and shakes. It is covered in large thick scales and has a massive head that has a sort of shield jutting from the back of its skull. Over each eye is a long horn. Another smaller horn juts up from its snout. It has a parrot-like beak great for snipping at branches.

There was a time when the beast had been the haughty alpha male, too full of itself. Now it lies minutes from death, consumed by a cancer that has spread through it’s guts. As is the law of it’s society, the others have abandoned it and moved on.

The barely alive beast will be known in another age as a ‘Triceratops’. Swarms of flies buzz around its still nose, waiting. Also waiting, perched on some branches high up, are a squabbling gaggle of winged scavengers, deadly pterosaurs, kind of like storks with bats’ wings. They are the very first vertebrates to fly.

All day long, the pterosaurs had been riding the thermals and now they are ready to hop onto their lunch, the triceratops’ carcass. It is a sumptuous buffet, all 10 tons of it and over the next two-three days it will be picked clean.

But right now they are all waiting for the capo-de-tutti capi : you, Scotty the T-Rex, to do the honours. They are wary of you. They are well aware that their flying skills are of little use on the ground and that if they come within reach, you will transform them into a side dish. So, they’ll simply wait for you to have your fill. You will pierce the triceratops’ scale armour and lay the innards bare, making it easy for them to dig in after you are done.

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You emerge from behind the tall conifer and your powerful hind legs propel you forward toward the now deceased herbivore. The pterosaurs scatter hastily and watch from a distance with cold mirthless eyes as you sink your huge fangs in, rip apart the dorsal scales and scoop out a large chunk of flesh which your tiny hands hold on to while you gulp it down, not bothering to waste time chewing.

Every time you open your huge jaws, a terrible stench rises from your mouth. It is not just the odor of rotten flesh. Barely visible under your large tongue are lesions, birthplaces of microscopic parasites that are gradually burrowing through your jaws. You had inadvertently picked them up from a hadrosaur that you had dined on. In time, the parasites will eat through your throat and jaws until it will become impossible for you to eat anything, much less hunt, leading to your demise. But that is still a long way off.

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You are so absorbed ripping pieces of the triceratops’ front thigh, that you fail to notice a streak of blinding white light appearing in the sly, far to the south. One instant it lights up the entire southern sky and the next, it is gone.

You have no way of knowing that that flash was a piece of extraterrestrial rock 7 miles across entering the earth’s atmosphere at 72000 miles per hour. In the next ten seconds, it will slam into the earth two thousand miles to the south with a kinetic energy equivalent to 100 trillion tons of TNT and leave a crater 186 miles in diameter and 12 miles deep.

The rock will become known as the Chicxulub Meteor and it will impact the earth at Yucatan, present day Mexico.

The last time a big rock hit the earth, it was 180 million years prior. The Wilkesland Meteor was a much larger rock (around 30 miles wide) that left a crater 300 miles in diameter under the Antarctic ice sheet and wiped out almost all life on earth.

In comparison, this one is smaller but that is little consolation for you.

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This deadly stone has not suddenly appeared out of nowhere. It has its history. It had been zipping through space over the millions of years that you and your ancestors lived and died and evolved. The making of this moment started long ago, millions of miles away, through chance events that stacked up one on top of the other, with a deadly finale that can be understood only in retrospect.

It began in the cold, dark, lifeless space just outside the Solar System, in a region that is like a scrapyard where asteroids, comets and meteors are born, out of millions of small rocks that are collectively known as the Oort Cloud.

(Next : The Morning of the Impact)

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Although Christ’s Second Coming is mentioned in multiple places in the Bible, the specific line mentioned above appears somewhere in the closing pages of the Bible.

In the quote in the caption above, Just who is “I”? Jesus? If yes, there’s so much that I want to say to him. Like for instance…..

“No, thanks, pal. If you make a second visit, here’s what will happen – you will leave with your work unfinished, just like the last time. The number of screwball evangelists and pedophile priests will only multiply after you are gone.”

I shudder at the thought of more Mike Huckabees, Roy Moores, Mike Pences, Jerry Falwells and other faux Christian raving lunatic nutjobs, creeping out of the woodwork.

Besides no one speaks Aramaic anymore, Dude. We won’t be able to follow your hubba hubba hubba. And then again, what exactly will your mandate be, the second time around? Surely you won’t be parroting the same old ten commandments? Heck, half those commandments do not even qualify as crimes in the penal code anymore. 

Take a look at the commandments. The ones on killing and stealing still make sense, but the rest – like adultery or the one about coveting your neighbor’s wife, his house, his pets and his grain – relax, times have changed – these all du jour now. We can do them and with gusto and be just fine. Everybody covets everything nowadays. 

It is in fact all covet, covet and more covet now. There is no law against thinking of grabbing something, which is what coveting is. Barring my first ten years on earth, I have covetted female body parts all the fucking time and I swear I have never been struck by a bolt of lightning. That includes Donald ‘low-life’ Trump. Remember him mentioning something about grabbing them by their….. sheesh, what’s the word, the one about kitty cats?

Furthermore, things have changed quite a bit since the last time you were here, dude. Those days ground zero used to be a tiny 4000-sq.mile fertile crescent around the shores of the eastern Mediterranean and you thought that was the entire world. Well, I have news for you – it has grown a whole lot larger and far more complex. There are other hustl…I mean messiahs, now. The do-gooder that you are, you will run afoul of the establishment pretty quick.

Hey, Jesus, you’re the world’s champion ‘run-afouler’. You’ll be in trouble the moment you open your mouth ta speak, I am definite about that. I’ll level with you – things are much worse than can be imagined, way beyond any messiah’s intervention, trust me on this. 

More significantly, we enjoy sinning. We have realized that no matter what we do, no matter how virtuous we are, we are still going to be screwed anyway. Hey, there are some of us who don’t even get the opportunity to show off our virtuousness. We are fucked the moment we are born, no kidding. Like the baby with fetal alcohol syndrome. Know what I mean?

We now understand that the ancient concept of sin->mea culpa->punishment->redemption is nothing but shitty myth. So, we don’t want you parachuting in to spoil all the fun. Just do yourself a favor and cancel your trip, get the fuck outa my face, bro. 

Then there is the “soon” in that Bible quote below the pic. Just when is soon? If you absolutely insist on a second coming, don’t make it soon, please. Wait until maybe 3500AD. I and any surviving reincarnations of mine shall definitely be dead by then.

Don’t wait till 4000000000 AD. That’s about the time the sun will grow into a red giant and engulf the earth. Even you, a messiah, won’t be able to stand the 5 million degree heat. Messiah or no messiah, you’ll be toast. It all depends on your “Dad”, I guess, doesn’t it?

And try not to pick that same eastern Mediterranean fertile crescent as your landing site. Believe you me, they don’t like you in that joint anymore. They might even crucify you a second time over there. It hurt like hell the last time, remember? Wait till you see how it feels this time!”

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I feel good about my harangue. The other two Abrahamic religions also mention a second coming, though with tiny variations. Islam says Jesus will come down and defeat ‘Al Masih al Dajjal’ (the false messiah) and restore Islam to “the Mahdi and his followers”.

I shudder at the thought.

Of the three Abrahamic faiths, Judaism seems like the only one where events have overtaken the second coming and already achieved what the second comer was mandated with – the establishment of a separate Jewish homeland.

It is done! With brute force and American support. The remaining thing on their to-do list is the rebuilding of “The Temple”, whatever that is. Why is this a thing at all? They can build whatever the fuck they want, can’t they? Turn Gaza into another French Riviera like that low-life, Don T, suggested?

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The only faith that doesn’t scream “second coming” is my erstwhile religion, Hinduism. Erstwhile, because I have stopped believing in the BS that is organized religion.

Still, Hinduism is the simplest to understand. It does not believe in labels. Good and bad, right and wrong, these are seen by Hinduism as pointless. Hinduism simply tells you what the consequences of your actions will be, in a very non-judgmental manner. It lets you choose and does not require you to be “God-fearing”. How can someone you fear also be someone you love?

Hinduism has no list of ten stupid commandments, no day of reckoning, no gotterdamerung and no apocalypse being anticipated with bated breath.

I know why. Hinduism has no fucking messiahs.

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Copenhagen, May 2009

It is not known exactly who first brought the tulip to Northwestern Europe, but the most widely accepted story is that it was a 16th Century Flemish diplomat, Oghier Ghislain de Busbecq, an ambassador for the Holy Roman Emperor Ferdinand I, to the court of the great Ottoman Emperor, Suleyman the Magnificent.

Enchanted by the flowers and on hearing that the Ottoman Emperor in turn had received them from an envoy to Libya, Busbecq had brought some over and planted them in his city of birth, Amsterdam. And there they flourished.

After that it didn’t take Europe too long to turn tulip-crazy. Today, The Netherlands and Denmark turn golden, crimson, orange, pink and purple in the early summer, with tulips bursting forth in every garden and every street corner. Millions of tulip tourists travel to Denmark and Holland from all over the world just to take in the sights of undulating rainbow-colored tulip fields.

May, 2009 was no different. Copenhagen was teeming with strange new faces, mainly young European and American students taking a sabbatical from their studies for a bit of fun and frolic. The tulip fields were exploding with colours.

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In the hubbub, no one took particular notice of the man from America who had come here ostensibly on business, but wanted to enjoy some tulip-gazing first.

Even though he was 39 at the time, the robust, boyishly handsome man seemed not a day more than 25. Just as any young tourist would do, he rented a bicycle and began pedaling around the busy streets of Copenhagen, one hand on the handle-bar and the other recording the sights and sounds with his Sony Handycam.

The American freely mingled with the local Danes, especially the girls, who fell for his eyes. He had very distinctive irises in his eyes – one hazel blue and the other deep brown, a condition that is known as heterochromia iridum. Only 1% of the world’s population have it. It made him instantly recognizable to those who had seen him before.

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The American had in fact been playing the part of a tourist. His true intent was to study the layout of the city and to this end he wandered around, recording not only the sights but also his own voice as he narrated into the camera the places that he filmed, including whether some of those places could be considered his ‘Plan-B strategic targets’.

One building in particular caught the American’s fancy, even though it appeared unremarkable. It was a nondescript office building that had the offices of Thai Airways, the Dexia Bank and other commercial firms. He biked by the building multiple times, studying not only the structure but the traffic patterns around it, throughout the day.

The American also noted the presence of one vehicle that seemed to be a permanent fixture of the scenery – a police van, parked across the road from the nondescript office building.

The American knew why there were cops permanently stationed on the scene. Besides the airline and the bank, that building also housed the offices of Morgenavisen Jyllands Posten (The morning Jutland Post), an independent center-right newspaper which supported the Danish Conservative Peoples Party.

Four years prior, the Posten had published twelve cartoons of the Prophet Mohammad, lampooning the prophet and that act of sacrilege had outraged the Muslim world, including most moderate Muslims and non-Muslims, yours truly excluded. It is not true that God does not have a sense of humour.

Now he, the American, was going to help take the building down, with every living soul working within its walls, including those working at the bank and the airline.

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His cover was that of an American businessman who needed media coverage for the launch of his products, through advertising and publicity. To this end, he simply walked into the offices of the Posten one day and zeroed in on a comely female staffer. He charmed her pants off, one thing led to another and soon she invited him in, showed him around the layout of the office and even introduced him to her colleagues. She hoped that this was the start of not only a business relationship but also a personal one.

To the American, being recognized as a familiar sight by those who worked at the Posten, was critical to the success of the plan. More importantly, since the building was under constant police surveillance after the publication of those cartoons, letting the police officers see him come and go and thus establishing an ostensibly harmless pattern, was essential.

Later, the female Jyllands Posten staffer who had earlier shown the American around, was shell-shocked when she realized whom she had been friendly with. She testified that he seemed very professional, every bit like the businessman that he had claimed to be.

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The American tourist’s Copenhagen recconaissance mission had been sponsored by a very scary man named Ilyas Kashmiri, who was at the time a member of Osama Bin Laden’s inner circle and leader of the Pakistan-based terror group, Harkat-ul-Jihad al-Islami. Prior to that, Kashmiri had been a decorated officer of the Special Services Group (SSG), the special operations black ops wing of the Pakistani Military.

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Ilyas Kashmiri gained notoriety in the Jihadist community, when he wrote an instruction manual in the art beheading. He would spend time in Pakistan’s terrorist training camps, showing rookie militants how to  carry out a beheading without much fuss and blood. Kashmiri is credited with the beheading of an Indian Army soldier in a raid across the Line of Control into Indian-administered Kashmir, February 2007. He carried the severed head into the Pakistan side and later that afternoon, organized a soccer match with the soldier’s head as the ball.

But here’s the good news – one needn’t worry about this Ilyas Kashimiri prick anymore. He is currently scratching his head, wondering how come those 72 virgins he got look so ugly. Two years after he acted as the American’s handler, Ilyas Kashmiri died a very violent death, when he received an uninvited guest, an American MQ-9 launched Hellfire missile, that went right up his sphincter. The titanium-sheathed projectile tore him apart, just as it was designed to do.

Pity. I would have wanted his demise to be a much slower one.

Ilyas Kashmiri’s transition from army officer to a terrorist with a $ 2 million bounty on his head must have been a seamless one, given the fact that the two (the Pakistani establishment and the Pakistani terrorist brotherhood) are nothing but two arms of the same evil.

There is speculation that Kashmiri had never really left the Pakistani armed forces – he had only been posted (seconded, if you will) to the Al Qaeda.

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While he was still in Copenhagen, the American was having detailed exchanges with Kashmiri on how the plot would go down. Three, maybe four heavily armed militants would gain entry into the premises of the Jyllands Posten, taking advantage of the American’s familiarity there. Once inside, they would lock down and massacre everybody inside.

And to the plan, they would add a twist of lime and soda – they would behead the victims and throw their heads out the front window onto the street below.

The plan was not to end it by killing themselves. Islam does not condone suicide and they saw themselves as devout Muslims. They would simply hunker down and fight off the security personnel to the bitter end, till they were shot to death.

Simple. When you are ready to die, unburdened by the stress of having to keep an escape plan in mind, no plan is too complicated.

At one point, Kashmiri was heard telling the American,”Make sure the hostages are dead before you behead them. Beheading while alive is messy, too much blood spatter. They are not like chicken, you know.” Kashmiri then made the kokro-ko-ko sound of a chicken and the phone line dissolved into raucous laughter.

The beheadings would be symbolic, a powerful message to the world and the American and his cohorts would be feted as heroes (dead heroes) all over the Jihadist brotherhoods of the world.

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Unbeknownst to the American and Ilyas Kashmiri however, every move he made, every step and every bike ride he took, was being monitored and recorded by both, the American and the Danish intelligence services.

The Americans in fact knew all about him. Heck, why wouldn’t they? He had been working for them. He had become an informant for the US Drug Enforcement Agency, after he was nabbed with a kilo of pure heroin that he had tried to smuggle in, from Pakistan.

The American was a wily survivor. He promptly gave up all his associates and while they got long jail terms, he copped a plea deal and became an informant. Later on, as his work with the DEA chugged along, he would slip off out of sight, time to time for brief periods but to the DEA he was a young rich kid and heck, boys will be boys, right?

To the Americans, he was one of the good guys, albeit rash, immature, prone to doing childish stuff.

What the Americans couldn’t realize was that he was actually, in espionage terms, the equivalent of a double agent. While he made the Americans believe that he was working for them, he had actually gradually radicalized and turned into a deadly instrument, the perfect weapon for his terrorist masters. White-skinned, Caucasian looks, tall and swarthy, fully fluent in American English, he could pass off as a white American Christian male without a problem.

And why not?

David Coleman Headley was born Daood Sayed Gilani, son of prominent Pakistani diplomat and radio host, Sayed Salim Gilani, and Irish-American socialite and heiress, Alice Serill Headley. Fortunately for him, he got most of his mother’s genes and looking at him, it was impossible to tell that he was anything but white.

Denmark was happy with it’s ‘tulip tourist’.

And the Iblis …….. with his velvet glove.

Summer hath beeeegun. It’s 14°, reason enough ta laze in Pub Cousi, riverside St Anne de Bellevue. That’s Manny, the owner, with the Gazette crossword.

St Anne. That’s one thing about the Quebecoise. Name any name and they have a saint with that name.

I hope ta be St Spunky a century from now. Given the pricks who have achieved sainthood, beatification should be a cinch.

I just have to figure out how ta get a halo.

I bin reading up on it. Here’s the thing about halos. Once you have one, take care not ta move yore head suddenly. Halos are serene, godly. They don’t react so fast ta sudden head movements. There’s a time lag. You might bump into your halo and that’s sacrilege.

Pub Cousi, it’s a typical Quebec pub. Pool table, slot machines with retirees trying ta top up their RRSPs, grizzly bearded master, bonny pink cheeked bar girl. Rows and rows of delicious micro-brewery supplied beers you’ve never heard of. An atmosphere that promotes lazing. Generally genial tipsy atmosphere.

And the pint of Rickard’s Red. The tipsy, boozy feeling. Nary a care in the world.

This is a blessed land. God zeroed in on a tiny arid sliver of land in the Levant. He musta bin drunk. Jesus woulda stood a much better chance in Canada.

I beg yore pardon, my speech is slurred, my spelling atroshus. But…. DILLIGAF?

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DILLIGAF

Original spunkybong word

“Do I Look Like I Give A Fuck?”